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2010-01-24T22:44:00.000+08:00

Tattoo your name across my heart. :)

2009-11-10T02:30:00.002+08:00

Hey people. I changed my background. AGAIN!! :D
Holidays are only a stone throw's away from now.
I'm going to spend the time doing something useful. :)
Something like working. :D
Ain't going to go online all day like a dummy.
And for those who still don't know, I'd moved.
Link me okay? :D
My second bloggie.
So, that's all for now la..
Will update this blog when i can. :D

Two is better than one.

2009-10-12T17:51:00.005+08:00

Hey.
As you can see, i changed my layout to blogskins. =)
Kinda messed things up.
Can't see my previous posts. :(
Well.. I'm gonna ditch this blog until the end of exams. Which is 1/2 weeks from now. But maybe I'll check la... And oh yeah.. For those who don't know, I've changed my blog already. LINK
Going to update that blog more often.
Feel free to link me :)
Oh and.. its private. Ask me for invitation.

So I think that will be for now la. Until then... BYE! :D

Don't sink before you rise baby. I will always be there for you. :)

Me and my heart we got issues.

2009-10-12T02:23:00.002+08:00

I want VIP tickets to the All-American Rejects concert live in Malaysia!!!!

This is not gonna happen. :(

Can't decide if I should leave you or kiss you.

2009-10-11T01:33:00.002+08:00

Its been a very long time since I last updated this blog.
I can't leave it alone.
So, i'm gonna write something i found in someone's blog. I just hope she don't mind. > <
I'm sorry. I just needed an update.

'Sometimes love is for a moment, sometimes love is for a lifetime. Sometimes a moment is a lifetime.'

Once upon a time there was an island,

where all the feelings lived.

One day there was a storm in the sea

and the island was about to get drowned.

Every feeling was scared but Love,

LOVE made a boat

to escape .

Every feeling boarded the boat.

Only 1 feeling was left.

Love got down to see who it was..

It was EGO.

Love tried and tried but ego wasn't moving also.

the water was rising..

Every one asked love to leave him

and come in the boat,

but love was made to love.

At last all the feelings escape and

Love dies with ego on the island..

Love Dies because of EGO!

So, Kill Ego And Save Love.....

'Argument wins the situations but loses the person. So when argue with your loved ones, remember that situations is never more important than your loved ones.....'

I may be confused but I'll ALWAYS love you

Taggeb by Dayu dear.

2009-09-17T11:02:00.001+08:00

Rules
First of all, type 20 of your friend's names.
Second, answer all the questions.
Third, tag 5 ppl after you're done.
Fourth, do not use this unless you are tagged.
Fifth, do not change anything.
Last but not least, START TYPING.

Name 20 People
1. Edmund
2. Kristene
3. Yap Weng Kei
4. Idayu
5. Ian Wong
6. Hann Jian
7. Kai Sheng
8. Shen Jun
9. Andrea Tan
10. Caryl Tan
11. Ian Tan
12. Suzzaine
13. Nick Tan
14. Yoong Wei
15. Eve Lee
16. Zheng Yi
17. Norman
18. Yip Joslyn
19. Nicholas Chu
20. Nicole Lee
_______________
The.50.Questions

1.Does 4 like 9?
Duh.. Bestfriends. =)

2.Does 20 like 18?
Normal friends.

3.Does 20 and 19 make a good couple?
Oh-em-gee..

4.Do you think 6 likes 3?
LOL. They don't know each other. and even if they do, i don't think so. =S

5.Do you think 7 and 8 would make a good couple?
OMG! Kai and shen jun.. xD

6.Does 13 like 15?
Uh.. idk.

7.Does 7 like 17?
Nah. they dunno each other.

8.What kind of person is 19?
Chubby!

9. Is 3 kind?
toooo kind. xP

10.Is 16 mean?
not really. to me he's sick. xD

11.Do you think 2 and 7 are enemies?
Nope.

12.Does 7 like 5?
LOL. nope.

13.Is 5 lame?
Don't think so. hes my friend's bf. =)

14.Is 14 a good singer?
guess so.

15.Does 4 have a a sense of humour?
Duh!

16.Is 8 fat?
No... > < he's tall =p

17.Is 10 pretty/handsome?
verrrrrry pretty indeed(=

18.Do you think 12 has a nice personality?
yeah.

19.Is 1 a good friend? What? GOOD FRIEND?
wayyyy more than good friends man.

20.Is 5 a better friend than 1?
Nope. = =

21.Is 20 your enemy?
NO!

22.Do you hate 17?
sometimes.

23.Do you think 12 is weird?
Sometimes. =)

24.Do you think 16 is retarded?
LOL. Yea man. xP

25.Does 3 eat alot?
Duhh...

26.Is 15 hot?
Yes!

27.Does 15 and 14 make a good couple?
ahahahaha....No.

28.Is 3 rich?
normal?

29.Is 2 poor?
NO. She's rich babe!

30.Is 19 smart?
Yes, he is. (=

31.Is 11 cool?
yeah.. i guess. :P

32.Does 16 get scared easily?
No way.

33.Is 16 stupid?
Nooooo....He's jz lazy to study.

34.Does 12 like to read?
Maybe....

35.Does 7 like dancing?
I don't think so. He loves basketball. =)

36.Does 6 study?
Sometimes i guess. i know he loves singing. xp

37.Does 11 have a blog?
Ya sure.

38.Is 11 boring?
Not really... (=

39.Do you think 15 will end up with 3?
NO.

40.Is 14 cute?
Oh, yea.

41.Is 9 hot?
Yesssssh!!! Very. (=

42.Is 9's personality like 3's?
Nope.

43.Do you think 1 is handsome?
Of coz.. he's cute too.. ^^

44.Is 7 a nice person to talk to?
yeah. a very nice person indeed.

45.Does 9 like 1?
I don't know. I'll slap her if she does. ==

46.Does 9 know 19?
Yeahh

47.Do you personally know 20?
Yup!

48.Is 2's name a nice name?
Yeah.

49.Is 4 a person who gets pissed easily?
Nope. but sometimes she will. o.o

50.Is this the last question?
lamest question ever. and yes. = =

I Tagg:
-Edmund
-Kai Sheng
-Hann Jian
-Shen Jun
-anyone who is bored. =)

2009-08-26T17:37:00.002+08:00

每当我一听见别人弹钢琴时，就会觉得很羡慕。　
之后，后悔的那种感觉会很自然的涌上心头。
羡慕别人能够弹一首美妙动听的曲子。
后悔呢，是后悔自己没有用心把它练好。
就算练习呢，随随便便的就算了。
考试即将到来了。
我害怕自己考不及格。
如果。。
如果我现在想改过，还来得及吗？
还是。。
这一切都已经太迟了？

我愈来愈恨自己了。
我想要的那个自己，
却又不是真正的自己。
为什么？
我所拥有的一切，
现在全都不属于我的？
我真的不明白。

有人可以帮我吗？
就连自己也帮不了自己，
那。。。答案应该是没有吧？
世上。。。到底有没有天使的呢？
为什么我要那么天真？
就算真的有天使，那又怎么样？
它能帮到我吗？
有没有人。。可以给我答案。。

2009-08-23T17:58:00.006+08:00

About yesterday..
Went for piano lesson in the morning.
Fetched my mom from work at 1pm and off to 1u.
My mom shopped for clothes for dinner.
While me and my dad went to MPH.
I spent more than 1 hour there.
guess what i was doing? xD
walking around and looked for books.
walked up and down the escalator.
oh, and also.. talked to a guy i just met while i was at the 'Fantasy' section.
His name is Mike.
Can't believe that he actually walked around with me and helped me carry books. LOL
I'm so evil. xD
He's a nice guy.
Later on, he had to go. and so, he gave me his number and i gave him mine.
sooner or later, I'll delete it. LOL.
then, i called my dad.
he said he was at the management dunno what section. so i went there and he paid for the books. Thx Daddy. ILY. :)
Meet up with mom and went home.
Get ready for dinner and took off.
Reached there. went in the room that my aunt booked and omg weih. like 60+ ppl there.
Later, they showed alot of our baby pictures to everyone. so pai sehh weih..
oh, btw, i made a new blog. good luck finding it people.
This is all i intend to post.
So....
Bye!

The princess plot

Falling

Chornicles of Chamber

and 2 chinese books.

2009-08-21T22:49:00.001+08:00

Hmm..
Is there much to say?
Nothing much happened..
Nothing boring..
and of course nothing exciting.
Just a normal day.
Stupid test. i hate science. i'm so gonna fail this stupid august test!
The song you belong with me is somehow stuck in my head.
I was humming the tune during chinese period.
Kristene sang the chorus part.
After chinese, told teacher we wanna go toilet, but it was an excuse. lepak lepak lepak.
went back to class, kristene asked me to sing that song out loud.
I was like 'no wayy man.. '
'sing laa... if not i don't friend you ahh'
'fine. ' with the = = face.
sang softly lo..
den she joined in.
Then suddenly she said
'Shan yi ahh... you belong with me. not ur.. Eeedmund.. '
i was like
'ohh.. ' = =
so... LAME!
saw him after school. he was sleeping. so cute. ;D
dont wanna post bout what happened next. cause.. its private?
not reli... jz dun wanna talk bout it..

lyrics.. ;D

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, She's upset
She's going off about something that you said
She doesnt get your humour like I do

I'm in the room, its a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesnt like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're lookin for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Walkin the streets with you in your worn out jeans
I cant help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on the park bench thinkin to myself
Hey isnt this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I havent seen it in awhile, since she brought you down
You say you find I know you better than that
Hey, Whatcha doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standin by, waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Oh I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry
I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams
I think I know where you belong. I think I know it's with me.

Can't you see that I'm the one who understand you?
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by or waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that
You belong with me
You belong with me

Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me
You belong with me

gtg.. ciaoz.
what a random post... = =

2009-08-20T17:27:00.001+08:00

To ALL my friends:

As moment pass, you are beside me, as even more days pass, you are going pass me..good times and sad times are always going on among us..i hope good times are the most. Once in a while you make me sad, once in a while you make me happy. And sometimes you make me mad. But all of you are changing..i don't want to judge.

I know who treats me best and i do know who treats me worst. But all these are not important to me that much...all i wanna say is that, all of you are always in my heart no matter what you do. Cause' i will always love you. Don't disappoint me for what wrong you've done.

And I'm really sorry if i did hurt your feelings...so, to all of you, my friends , i just wanna tell you that I'm always thankful and i appreciate all of you. Thank you and i Love you all... <3

2009-08-16T23:43:00.001+08:00

Happy 10 months Edmund.

ILY :)

2009-08-15T21:33:00.002+08:00

Parents woke me up at 7 today just to lock that effing gate for them. ugh! Do you know how tired i was? just a few hours of sleep and now this? I looked hideous and yet you asked me to go lock the gate for you. I was half awake while i locked the door. went inside. throw the key. went back upstairs and turned on my laptop and went back to sleep. 7.20 woke up. shocked. cause my youngest brother was screaming like crazy when he ran into my room. then he shouted. ' dead cockroach! dead cockroach! ahhhhhhhh! ' That's just stupid. if i was awake, i will be much more crazy then he was. but i was tired. asked him to ask the maid to throw it away. but he kept on pulling and pushing me. I fell off the bed. wtf. went downstairs and asked the maid to pick it up. went back upstairs, brushed my teeth and stuff then went online. talked to hann jian and kai sheng. then went downstairs for breakfast. brought my laptop along.
Ate breakfast. went to the living room. watched TV and online. 9.10, turned off my laptop and got ready for piano. went upstairs. opened my cupboard and started looking for clothes. can't find anything suitable for the weather and my mood. so, in the end, i chose a see through blouse and a tube to go with it. then i went downstairs to look for a shorts. changed. took my piano books, pencil box and waited for my dad. while waiting, went to the shoe wreck to look for my shoes. Took my flats out. my dad horned. wore my shoes and went out. reached music4all. walked in. said hi to Michelle and Yvonne. went in the room and started playing. the tempo is getting faster and faster. i doubt that i can keep up. later fail in exams. o_o time passes while i played the exam pieces, scales and some songs teacher printed out. she asked me to practise more on my scales and blah blah blah. checked my theory and it was time. went out from the room and sat at the bench while waiting for my dad. talked to Michelle and Yvonne. they invited me to sunway. its on 23rd. i told them i need to see if I'm free. my dad came. they said they'll see me in park tomorrow.
Went home. reached home. went online. 11.30 my dad went to fetch my brother back from school. and i fell asleep in front of the laptop. suddenly the door bell rang. my cousins came. yay. opened the door for them. they went in. i followed too. they played with my laptop and we were discussing about where to go later. i suggested sunway pyramid. 1 of my cousins said the mall! another said sungai wang. we didn't argue over this. and well. stopped talking about it. My dad and brother came home then. i went upstairs, tied my hair. took my bag. wore my shoes and got in the car. and so did my cousins. my brother stayed at home.
First, we went to fetch my mom from work. cam-whore in the car. xD my mom got in and we went to see how's the renovation going. reached there, got down, went in. it was dusty. we were like tip-toeing there even though we got our shoes on. Then we saw those workers working. They were half-naked. wtf weih. that was so disgusting. me and my cousins left and walked to the nearby 7-E. We skipped lunch today. When my parents was done with the house, they wanted to go to tesco. so we have to follow. =.= reached there. found a parking and went down. went to mcd to buy drinks. told my parents that we're going to the free market. they left and so we started walking around. free market nothing to see. so we walked to curve. my cousin bought a dress from PU3. i bought another see through blouse from momoe. walk walk walk. got bored and walked to cinelesure? there nothing to see. went back to curve. i bought two tops from FOS while my cousin bought shorts and stuff. my mom called. we went back to tesco. met them back in mcd and walked to the parking lot. got in the car. then we went to 1u. my parents went shopping on their own and left me with my cousins. yay. walked around. one of my cousin was looking for lengzai. we laughed at her. went to 1u's momoe. nothing nice here. walked around. went to MOD and bought a pair of sneakers and another pair of flats. ;D My cousins bought high heels. o_o
Then, we went in a gift shop. the stuff in there was sooooo cute. i saw a tiny white teddy bear. it was cute. i can't get my eyes of it. but its not worth buying though. my cousins took pictures with the stuff they like. and one of them go kao zai. xD one of the worker there gave me the teddy bear for free.. ;D unbelievable rite? i tot he was joking. then he said ' aiya, take laa.. hmm. take it as a... Christmas present from me. ' and so, i took it. my cousins got "presents" from him too. haha. walked around the mall and shop for clothes and stuffs.
6 pm, went to a coffee shop and ate dinner. after that, went home. watched TV. ate watermelon, chocolates and cupcakes. ;D
8.30 cousins went home and i went upstairs to bath. finished bathing. went downstairs. made a cup of milo. went online. text-ed with yoong wei, Michelle and then Yvonne.
and its oni 1.49 rite now. i don't want to sleep yet but I'm tired.
neway, can someone recommend some good books to me? I don't want to spend my holiday without doing some 'useful' stuff. heh. But mostly, i think I'll be out with friends or shopping with cousins. xD
gotta sleep now.
nitez.

2009-08-14T21:53:00.003+08:00

At 5 am, my phone alarm rang, turned it off and went back to sleep.. Woke up around 5.30-5.45. Have a feeling my dad is going to barge in my room and go, " wei.. wake up la!!! you better wake up now. you're so irresponsible! Have to wake you up everyday. One more time, no more computer!!! " A few minutes later when i was rolling on my bed, (lol) instead of my dad, my mom came in and started shouting.. So i struggled to the bathroom unwillingly. Lied back down when she went out. Unexpected, my dad came in a few minutes later. Damn it, forgot to lock my door. ugh! crawled back to the bathroom while listening to my dad scolding me. Changed, comb and clip my hair, went downstairs drank milo then packed my school bag. supeerrrr light for today.
Finished my milo and read my book while waiting for my brother and parents to get ready for school/work. 6.45, loaded everything in to the car and took off. My brother slept and i was reading. Dropped off my brother at 7.15am. Then, my dad drove us to my grandparents' house. Reached at 7.25. Unload everything, then my parents was off to work. Greeted my grandparents. went to the living room. turned on the television and started doing my homework. Maths, sivik, science and the poster for the merdeka thingie. finished maths, sivik and science at 8.45. Since school starts late today, might as well have a little fun before doing the poster. went upstairs. turned on the computer. went online. saw hann jian online. thought he ponteng sekolah, but actually his parents don't let him go. blah. blah. blah. chat alot. played pet society in facebook. later on, hann jian have to go. so, i said buh-bye to him. he was in atria and ask me to meet him. but i can't. sorry.
12.15, went downstairs and started doing the poster while watching tv with my youngest brother. =.= finished painting, went upstairs to get ready for school. Yoong wei texted me. She offered to fetch me to school today and so, i said okay to her. bathed, changed, combed and tied my hair, tied my shoes and waited for yoong wei. she came, said bye to grandparents and got in. Almost tripped getting in. =.= Drove off to school. Talked crap on the way there. Got to school. walked in to school. saw people, smiled waved and said hi. walked to the cafeteria which is known as the canteen and put down my bag. went over to friends and start talking crap. and see wai was like " hey denise. you finish helping me in my dapatan kajian? show me. if not giv me rm5. " wtf. why cant she jz do it on her own?
The bell rang. prefects told us to go back to class. Picked up my bag, file, bottle and walked to class with kristene, ai xin and see wai. reached class and slam my bag on to my chair. Got confused cause Adrian was like pointing at everyone and said ' you! wipe the window. ' ' you! sweep the floor. ' ' you! arrange the tables. ' stupid AJK kebersihan. We din do anything he said. grabbed my pencil box , nilam book and went to the libraby with kristene, see wai and julianna. lined up infront of the library just like all our classmates and miss ely let us in. sat at the corner with kris, see wai, ju, winnie, jia li, ching nee and boey. talk talk talk. teacher came to scold us. went to take some books from the shelf. no good books. what a stupid libraby. found smallville, then a book about vampires. and another one i forgotten the title. went back to my seat. did my nilam. wrote the sipnosis. then, we started talking again. talk talk, laugh laugh, doodle doodle. Then, we found a Nostalgia book. saw alot of ppl in it. which was very funny. we laughed like crazy when we saw jia kai's photo. time passes and soon the bell rang for recess. showed miss ely my buku nilam, then she said ' where's your moral value? i want to see it next time. ' wtf? fine. next time! then we left and went to the canteen. put down my stuff and off to buy drinks. sat down on the bench and ate nugget. ;p talk and laughed with weng kei, kristene, jeanne, idayu, lulu, jennifer and see wai.

Bell rang for us to return to our classes. got up from bench. walked back to class. reached class. sat down. took out my chinese textbook, workbook, exercise books. Cik cho (曹老师) came in. wished her. she put her things down and sat down on her chair. Daniel started to give out our essays. i got a B+.. =.= she explained to us about it a little and started teaching. it was soooooooo boring.. i was yawning most of the time. feel like sleeping already. Thank god the bell finally rang. two periods of chinese. ugh! humiliating.. she took her bag and stuffs from the the teacher's table and chair. Before she stepped out, we thank her. ' 谢。。谢。。曹。。老。。师。。' (the normal draggy one that students say) she went out. I sat down. ate sweets with Kristene. Cik Sufina came in to teach us maths. Got up and wished her. She taught us about the formula to count the area of a parallelogram, trapezium and a triangle. Then, she gave us some exercises to do. I did them. Then she went to sit at the teacher's chair. Then it was her time to go. She picked up her books from the table and walked. So again, before she stepped out the class. I stood up and thanked her. 'Thaaaaaank yoouuuuu, Cik. Suuuufiiinaaaa...!!!'
Then it was science. We had to go the Science lab. So i packed my bag. I took out my science book and pencil case so that i don't have to take it out later. Took my file and held it. together with my bottle. Then i picked up my bag. Waited for kristene and see wai. kristene went out from the front door. see wai asked me to wait at the back door. i told her i wanted to talk to kristene. then, she was like ' Denise ah! stand here. if not i dont friend you. ' I continued walking towards the front door. and she was like ' okay. i dont friend you adi. reli, i dont friend you. ' =.= Freakingly weird? childish? But what can i do? she's still my friend. I mean best friend. I can't scold her or something. she joined us in a few seconds. Everyone went down but me, kristene and see wai stayed. And so did Daniel, norman and bin xuan. The 6 of us took another way down. We walked all the way to 1 jati. Then we walked down the staircase and turned left for the other flight of staircase. Then we walked down and turned left again for the other flight of steps.We walked down. And stepped onto the ground floor. We walked slowly to the science lab. Reached the lab. Then i put my bag on the floor at the back door. Went inside and realised that i forgotten to take my specs. So I took out my books and pencil box for nothing! But it’s okay.. So I took out my specs from my bag. And went in the lab. Went to my place. Wished teacher. Pei Ling took the shorter chair. So i have to sit on the tall tall chair. I saw a shorter one, and so i changed it.. ;D It was very boring in the lab. And summore i sit in front. talk talk talk with pei ling and yee kwan. laughed alot too. We got sooo bored and started pulling each others shoelaces and socks. got bored of that too.. started doodling. i was sitting across bin xuan. he was looking at the screen. but i think he was day-dreaming. then pei ling told me ' look at him. always touch his hair. very yeng ah? ' i was confused. dunno who she talking about. then, she caught my expression and said ' the guy sitting across you. ' then we laughed. Talked about MTV world stage a little. I wanted to go so effing badly. But i dont have the tickets. =.=started doodling again. saw pei ling and yee kwan so serious suddenly. confused. but they were day-dreaming too. i pulled their dresses up. xD they screamed and we laughed. luckily they wore pants inside. then we started pulling each others uniform. i was wearing baju kurung. so they don't have the chance to do so. heh. teacher said need to do report. so i listened. and pei ling tickled me. i got shocked. she continue to do so. and i fell to the floor. was supposed to shout for help or something. but instead, i was laughing like crazy. Oh well. continued to do crappy stuff. Waited for time to pass. Then the bell rang. We got up. Teacher said 'sit down!' so we sat. Then after that we wished thank you to teacher. And walked out of the class. I quickly rushed to put my books, pencil box and specs into my bag. Picked up my bag, file and bottle. Took a few steps to kristene and see wai. Then weng kei came to join us. Walked with kristene to her transporter and said goodbye. Walked straight to the traffic light then turned right. passed by the guard house and crossed the road. Saw my maid there. And then saw yoong wei and ee-mei. It was drizzling a little. ee-mei went back early. so, talked with yoong wei. talk talk talk. My dad came and so i have to leave. can't see him today. it's been days since i last saw him.. =(
Went back to grandparents house. first thing i did was ' grampa, i'm home! ' then walked to the kitchen. 'granma, i'm home! ' then i went upstairs. pack my stuff. picked up the bag and went downstairs. Ate pizza for dinner. :p Guess how many slice i ate? finished. drank coke. finished. took another can. ;D 7.30 said bye to grandparents and went home. On the way, my brother sang songs. Parents talked. I looked out the window dreaming of him. 7.55 reached home. walked in. put down my bag. Prayed. played with the dogs. went up to bath. This one tak payah detail laa.. xD finished bathing. went downstairs. played the piano. tried to play by ear though. My dad came down and asked me to play a proper song. fine. i know i suck in it. whatever. I did as i was told and played Love Hurts, Springtime in my heart and some random songs my dad asked me to play. Later on, i watched tv, ate chocolates and went online. Talked to Edmund, hann jian, wen ee and alot more people. Read blogs, facebook, friendster and more. Drank 100 plus then a cup of nescafe. heh. Ate super ring and then wrote this random post. In the middle, my piano teacher sms-ed me. She said piano class will be delayed to 9.45 am. Anyway, when i saw my cbox, i got shocked. Suzzaine told me Edmund fought in school.. o_o someone called the police. *gasps, and faints* lol. But everything is alright now? I hope so.
What can I say? I'm done!
If you read until here, woah.
You've just wasted alot of time. LOLOLOL.
And it's 3.26 rite now. I need to go for piano class in the morning. ugh! But the good thing is, my cousins are coming. maybe going out all day.. wee... I love em'.
I love FTIsland too... yeah.
Nothing to do..
I'm off to bed now.. ;D
Nitez..

2009-08-13T22:38:00.002+08:00

about today..
hmm..
nothing special..
boring as usual...
first 3 periods din study..
free period.. ;D
did crappy stuff..
talk crap..
ate eclipse.. ;D

adrian and the other ajk keceriaan were doing something to decorate the class for the kemerdekaan thingie.. they go around asking ppl to sponsor "liquid glue"
not ask actually... force! =.=
so then, kristene wanted to umm.. open the glue cap? but cannot.. it stuck..
she asked daniel to help..
he like no strenght..=.=
den she used my scissors to cut it..
guess what??
my scissors BROKE!!! lol..
recess, weng kei whacked me.. =.=
play play oni la.. but i wasn't in the mood for this game, i scolded her.. 0_0
talked to jen a little..
btw, sorry i copied from you.. > <
after recess, history!
ugh..
hate it more than anything..
den chinese, den... geography..
3 periods of boredom!
okay, maths..
today teacher started a new chapter..
perimeter and area..
she asked some of my classmates to explain wad is perimeter..
the way they explain was so funny..
especially daniel.
cik sufina asked him to explain something outside of the school..
so, he looked outside the window..
after awhile, he turned to teacher and said..

there.. the house's window..
which one?
there... the one i'm pointing..
which one?
the one behind the bullshit tree..
teacher still act blur and said..
which one?
the one with the hanging underwear!

everyone burst out laughing.. lol..

there's still alot to say.. but i'll stop here.. ;D

Lifeless..

2009-08-11T23:22:00.003+08:00

Myspace 2.0 layouts

Here I am sitting in front of the computer.
All the thoughts in my mind is making me spind here and there.
Looking here and there.
Emotions are running through me.
I'm wondering and wondering...
I was suppose to be dead by now.
But I'm not, I'm still here watching time walk pass by me while I sit here blankly what I'm suppose to do now.
How am I going to live my life, what can I do to make things better?
Who am I suppose to trust?
who can I trust?
How can I trust them, I just am so blank.
Listening to the sounds of the atmosphere around me, fan spining, songs playing,tv on, the clicking sounds of my keyboard while I sit here and type my life away.
Sometimes I just want to type my life away.
I wish my life could change.
I wish I was at the beach I love the sound of the waves crushing in...
family with their kids running and building sand castles.
Laughing and playing together just makes me feel happy and snorkeling watching the fish and corals move around me.
Just looks so pleasant and just happy.
I just want to go by the beach sit by the sea side with a good book beside me and read it while hear the waves come crushing in and I can just waste my entire life there.
I wish I could.
I want to but I don't know how to...

2009-08-01T18:38:00.003+08:00

Yayy...

I'd finally finish reading The Twilight Saga series..
well, not really... not yet..
I still have 3 or 4 more chapters of Breaking Dawn and I'm done... ;D
OMG!!
It's.. it's... Fabulous..
All the books rule..
Well..
Just that New Moon got a wee bit boring cause Bella was hanging around with Jacob all the time until she broke her arm..
but... that's cool.... xDD

Vampires all the way....
*woots*
cause...
I'm a...
FANPIRE!!!!

twilight rocks...
woooooooooooooo.....

gosh...
this is so crappy..
i think cause i'm a little hyper??
naw!!
not little...
A LOT!!!
chocolates!!!
woooooooooooooo
love em'
;D

2009-07-29T00:59:00.002+08:00

hmm..
recently, I'm addicted to the song leave out all the rest by linkin park..
i have totally forgotten about this song a long time ago..
but dunno why... I'd been listening to it over and over again for the past few days...

lyrics.. :

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I made

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are

hmm..
the lyrics is uhm... meaningful?
I don't know why, but to me it's kinda uh..
related to Twilight...
xD
you can say that I'm addicted to it too... heh

2009-07-26T18:19:00.002+08:00

I'm sooo lifeless!!!
lalalalala...
hahaha..
hehehe..
huhuhu..
hohoho..

Lmao..
random!

I hate me...
I hate myself..

Everything I do, makes me think of him..
That makes me misses him even more..

Just like today..
woke up this morning with a dreamless sleep..
glad of it..
thanks to the wine..

i went downstairs, turned on channel [ v ] and stared reading Eclipse..
and the songs they played...
well..
somehow, he mentioned it to me before..
and it makes me think of the conversations we had..
especially summertime..
i don't know why,
but.. it brings me back to the time when i found out something about yin mei and..
well....
him...

It hurts a lot to think about it..
but then..
when it comes to the valentine's day part..
i remembered everything very clearly..
it was Saturday..
i was walking home after school and then..
i saw his face...
and the way his beautiful voice said "happy valentines day, i love you"
That moment makes me think that...
He's too perfect..
and I can't believe that.. well..
He's mine..
He's like a god..
and i am..
just average..

*i think i'm getting out of topic..*

So.. there i was reading Eclipse and listening to musics..
and somehow....
that kinda related to him...
*sigh*
I seriously don't understand...
It's not like I'm avoiding him..
but why??
Why do everything i do makes me think of him?

no explanations..
till then..
i doubt that i can control myself...

2009-07-26T15:34:00.007+08:00

so.. yesterday was my grandfather's birthday..
went to a seafood restaurant in uh...
idk where..
as usual, I'll sit with my cousin, bianca..
we waited for quite a long time for the food to come..
so... she smsed with her friends and i was reading new moon..
the adults will chat about stuffs that i dun reli understand..
so... after about 45 minutes, the foods came..
i kept my book ad eat..
the food there was not that nice.
and not to mention bad services..
while we're eating,
one of my uncle pour sparkling juice for us kids..
and red wine?? for adults..
so after dinner, talked to my cousins..
then listened to my parents and her parents chattering..
and, they joked alot..
so we laughed with them too..
we laughed so hard that tears came out of our eyes.. xD
after that, i took some pictures..
random ones... xD
Then my brother was singing I can wait forever..
so... me and my cousins started talking bout it..
(talking about Simple Plan's 'I Can Wait Forever')
*brother sings* Like a blade that cuts right through me..
*cousin mishears* Huh? Like a BREAD that cuts right through me?
HAHAHAH, BLADE LA, WHAT BREAD! Try imagine a bread stabbing through your heart!
*all of us burst out laughing at the thought of it*
(and so now, I've even spoiled the song for everyone, by making it sound like this!)
*I sings* When you call, my heart starts beating, when you're gone, it won't stop bleeding, I can wait, to eat the bread forever..
OOOH! Wait and BREAD rhyme!!

Haha, I think there's something wrong with me. I was never this crappy! :O But oh well, maybe it's good to stay in this state at a time like this. At least it's making me a happier person!
Then i drank my mom's wine..
it taste good..
i asked for more.. lol
after 10.30, we wished them goodbye and left..
on the way home, somewhere outside 1u..
accident happened..
not jz our side of the road, but the opposite too...
and it was at the same spot..
and my parents said something about the 7th moon thingie..
and we were wondering why the accident happened both sides at the same spot..
and my thought was..
everyone saw a ghost "walked" by and crashed...
ta-daa~~
brilliant huh? i know... xD (perasan)
reached home, cleaned myself up and new moon... ;D
Anyway, happy birthday grandpa..

nothing else to say... I'll let the pictures do the talking now..

The one and only ME... xD

Me and mummy..

Us again..

My wine and sparkling juice... yummy!! ;D

Bianca and Denise...

Traffic jam caused by the accident..

Back view... xD

I guess everyone knows this place..

Ambulance... o_o

err.... police??? not sure though..

the uh...... accident??

dunno wad ronda.. i cant see

Police car... random..

some other cars that crashed?? interesting eh?

ahaha... random pictures...
Kay, it's getting late now and it's raining, so I wouldn't want to miss sleeping while it's raining! Till then!

2009-07-25T13:15:00.002+08:00

gosh.. what's wrong with me?
I'm starting to have nightmares every night now..
what does that mean?
what did i do wrong?

last night was a little bit different..
he was with me in the dream..
i dunno wad had happen..
i saw many bugs, snakes.. the stuff that i feared..
and suddenly there was blood everywhere..
and i cant believe what i saw..
he was drinking it....!!!!
and then i woke up.
gasping for air...
can you believe it?
human drinking blood?????!!
it was 4 something early in the morning..
i glanced out the window..
it was pitch dark..

then i remembered what he had told me before we went to bed..
i saved the conversation..
i reached out for my laptop and search for the conversation that I'd saved..
i went through it a lot of times..
it didn't make sense..
it was just me thinking too much..

stupid negative thinking..
its driving me crazy...

Till then...

2009-07-24T23:56:00.002+08:00

i hated the feeling of being lonely..

nobody understands me..

nobody likes me..

they all hated me..

I'm nothing to everyone..

Just nothing..

I was thinking..

If I'm gone someday,

everyone would be happy..

Celebrating that Denise is gone forever!

Eventually, no one will remember me..

It's as if I'd never exist in this world..

No one cares if i do something reckless or stupid..

Living in my own world..

The world of loneliness...

2009-07-24T12:00:00.002+08:00

I woke up early in the morning screaming at the top of my lungs..
sweats on my forehead..
I had a nightmare..
i din like it at all..
i was having a hard time breathing and trying to calm down..
i clutched my head in my hands trying to keep it from exploding..
suddenly, my door swung open and my parents was standing in front of me..
they asked me what had happened, but i just shook my head..
they then went back to sleep..
they left the light turned on in my room..
i sat on the bed, head in between my knees..
it was a very very weird dream..
i squeezed my eyes shut..
try to not think about it..
suddenly, my phone rang...
in my mind was : who could it be? its 3.27 in the morning..
i reached out for my phone..
when i glanced to the caller I.D,
it's an unknown number..
018- xxxxxxx
i din pick up..
it wont stop vibrating in my hands..
few seconds passed, it stopped..

In my head, everything spun and shifted..
rearranging so that the things that had meant one thing before, now meant something else..

I din know what to do..
It's too early to call for help..
I can't go back to sleep..
I don't want to scream again..

After staying still like a statue for a while,
I turned on my computer and started looking for information that Kristene need..

Looked through google.. i found loads of it but having a hard time picking the right one..
I clutched my head in my hands again..
and somehow, ...
i tot i heard someone talking..
a sweet, velvet voice..
it was like..
"I'll see you tomorrow, kay?"
I froze for a minute..
and i started talking to myself eventually..
i was like :-
"Denise, you're imagining things.. "
"There's no such things as ghost.. "
"Concentrate.. "
"1belian counting on you.. "
"you're responsible to find the information or pn. Sharon will punish us all.. just because of you!!"
"Now.. concentrate!!!"

and i went on talking to myself and looking for info..
6 o'clock.. my brother came in..
he wanted to wake me up..
and was shocked that i was awake..
he closed the door behind him and asked some stupid questions.
i cleaned myself up and went downstairs..
drank Milo and i feel exhausted..
i slept in the car on the way to drop my brother to school and to my grandparents house.
Glad to have a dreamless sleep..

Going to school soon enough..
i hope that nothing strange will happen..
After that very WEIRD dream.. or should i say...
NIGHTMARE!!

2009-07-22T22:57:00.002+08:00

so.. today during pjpk, we play bola baling..
12 ppl was selected in my class and i was 1 of them..
we split into two groups..
i was in team 1.. which included..
-kristene
-chea ping
-yee kwan
-me
-wai yan
-hui hua

and we compete with joey's team..
they were strong, but we managed to uh.. win them?
4 against 3 i think...
7 minutes was up and its team 2's turn..
-jia li
-winnie
-julianna
-ceymone
-wei ting
-cinn yee

they compete with samantha's team...
and guess what?
we lose..
6 - 4
and then we watched they guys playing..
we lose.. too!!
6 - 5

kristene said its jz a game.. no nid to be so sad.
and, everyone was happy again..

after school, New Moon.. ;D

I don't know what's wrong with me these days..
confused...
desperate...
i hav a very weird feeling..
tht something is going to happen..
but i don't know what..
and sometimes, tears jz burst out from my eyes..
for no reason!!!
What is wrong with me???
I seriously don't understand..
The world is just so... Unfair..

2009-07-22T09:41:00.002+08:00

Yayy..
I'd finished reading Twilight..
and now reading New Moon..
hmm..
it's almost the same as the trailer thingie..

ohh..
now that i remembered, my brother told me that the.. umm..
the eclipse of the sun thingie will occur today?
i dun reli understand tht..
even if so, what's the point telling me when we cant see it in M'sia?? (right?)
who cares.. =.=

It rained alot yesterday..
honestly, i hate this kind of weather..
i dunno why, but when it rains,
my mood will change suddenly..
its like from a "cheerful" me becomes emo..
and i can't stop thinking of him..
He was sick a few days ago.
I'm wondering how he's doing right now..
I know that he's disappointed that he missed MSSD..
I hope that he's feeling better already..
Didn't see him for a few days..

Anyway, today I'm going to play bola baling..
i think its bola baling.. ;S
1 belian vs. 1 cengal..
;D
I hope everything will turn out just fine..
I don't want anything to ruin it..

So much more to say..
But I'll stop right here..

2009-07-20T11:11:00.002+08:00

Why does the time passes so slowly?

When is November going to come?

Why is it still so long?

How much longer do i need to wait?

I'm going insane..

And if you ask me WHY i want november to be here so much..

IT'S...

BECAUSE...

OF...

THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Plot:
After Bella recovers from the vampire attack that almost claimed her life, she looks to celebrate her birthday with Edward and his family. However, a minor accident during the festivities results in Bella's blood being shed, a sight that proves too intense for the Cullens, who decide to leave the town of Forks, Washington for Bella and Edward's sake. Initially heartbroken, Bella finds a form of comfort in reckless living, as well as an even-closer friendship with Jacob Black. Danger in different forms awaits.

2009-07-19T22:35:00.002+08:00

a short post about today...
did nothing besides reading Twilight..
den when my family came back from saloon, my dad caned my brothers..
idk what's the reason but he scolded me too.. ==
say dun touch the computer..
and guess what??
i'm right here, posting this post now.. ==
in the afternoon, went to the house again..
my family members were busy doing gardening..
and i was sitting inside with the air-condition turned on reading Twilight.. ;D
when they finished, it was already 5 something in the evening..
changed clothes and went to eat dinner in a restaurant..
while waiting, i was reading again..
and my family members were like..
stop reading already..
you spent the whole afternoon on that book..
you didn't even drink a sip of water..
i said i did...
my mom said..
no, i din see you..
you dun even bother to walk to the kitchen and get a cup of drink..
==
its so stupid...
on the way back home,
suffered from dad lecturing.. ==
and i dun wan to talk bout what happened next..
so there goes my day...

==ll

2009-07-18T15:32:00.002+08:00

dun wan to blog bout today.. maybe tomorrow...

All i wanna say is...
Get Well soon Edmund...
Rest more and take care...

ily... <3

2009-07-17T12:18:00.002+08:00

heyy.. i'm updatnig again..
but i won't be updating about what happened between my parents and the teachers..
you'll have to ask me personally..
but if i'm not in the mood, i wont tell you... ;D

so yesterday.. had lots of fun in the science lab..
we need to do an experiment about uh... uhm..
i'm not sure what..
coz i din listen..
i just play.. ;D
in our group, there was me, pei ling, feng yi, daniel, bin xuan and li yon..
we din listen to wad teacher were saying coz we were laughing and talking all the time..
then teacher asked us to take the apparatus or whatever it is..
we din move.. jz sit there continue laughing..
den daniel took everyhing for us..
and he purposely make my shirt black with the chacoal.. ==
so uh...
we started doing the experiment..
daniel poured the chacoal on to the spoon-liked thingie..
li yon turned on the bunsen burner...
and bin xuan burned it...
den suddenly, the fire uh.. like fly up like dat..
den bin xuan burned his hand and accidentally poured chacoal all over daniel's hand and the table..
so.. we nid to start again..
but most of the time, we were joking around..
2nd time, failed..
3rd time, failed...
4th time, suceed to uh.. burned the chacoal thing.. but daniel did something wrong to the litmus paper.. so we nid to start all over again..
5th time finally success jor..
then kristene came to me and accidentally pour chacoal on my hand and uniform.. ==
went to wash my hands and when i came back, the table was a mess..
everywhere black.. ==
so me and pei ling clean it.. see we so gud girl leh..
recess... nothing special..
after recess was boring..
B.M period, did oral test..
it was so confusing..
my group were acting a drama about H1N1..
talk talk talk..
bla bla bla..
but until the middle part where me, see wai and jia li were supposed to talk,
kristene and wai yan didn't stop talking and kristene is dead already.. ==
so our act is like..
WEIRD~
coz it was very confusing...
kristene was suppose to die at the last part but she died at the middle part.. ==
so we made up some crappy stuff at the end..
see wai said something..
den jia li..
den i was the last..
guess what i said?? it was sooooo stupid.. ==
" Selain itu, kita haruslah menutup mulut apabila kita bersin dengan sapu tangan atau tisu.. Sayangilah diri jika tidak..... "
i havent finish speaking..
Kristene woke up from death and said..
" AKIBATNYA...... MATI!!!! "
And that's.... THE END... xDD

after tht was quite boring..
skul ended..
talked to yoong wei..
bla bla bla..
her aunt came early..
so i walked back to grandparents hse oso lo.. on the way, i saw him..
i think he was sleeping in the van.. xDD
sooooooooo cute.... ahaha...

nothing to blog about..
stupid boring life..

end of post..

2009-07-14T10:57:00.002+08:00

screw you pn. choong!!!
catch me la..
going to "sue" you.. ==
my parents going to school today..
but i'm not sure whether my mom's consultant lawyer will go with them anot..
oh well..
who cares..
i would love to see how you, pn. wong and pn. cheng answer my parents...
hmm..
nidda get some pop corns...
dunno how interesting the show will be..
should i take a video too..? ;D
Lol...
I'm so evil...
muahahaha...
xDD

You can never change the reality..
You can only look ahead and can't turn back for what ever you did, or what ever choice you've made...

so... if you and my parents can't work it out, i guess my parents would say this..? :
" I'll see you in court.. "

Lmao... this is soooo random...
ahaha...
But that's just the way i am... xD
feeling so excited now... ;D

oh and... to "someone" and "someone"
i won't do stupid things de la...
do stupid things cause of this fuckface??
BULLCRAP!!!
take care... ;D

gonna post another one tonight or maybe tomorrow.. stay tuned.. ;D

by,
the random owner of this bloggy..
which is... MeEeEe...
Denise... ;D

GANTUNG SEKOLAH!!!!

2009-07-13T15:56:00.002+08:00

Fuck you pn.choong!!
I hate you..
you fucking bitch!!!!
Fuckface!!!!!!
i wear the pendant throughout the whole year and now you come and catch me??
are you insane?
i walked pass you everytime and you din catch.. but today you come at catch me?
argh!!!
hate you..
Fucking teachers dun fucking care bout my fucking hair, earrings, nails or socks!!
i can do anything i wan!!!
It's not your right to comment me..
Because you yourself is not perfect either..
wanna noe your imperfect part?
okay..
firstly, you're chinese, but you acts like you're malay..
and you know, we Chinese, HATES malays!!!
I'm not racist.. but its in my blood!!
secondly, your old..
third, your ugly..
forth, your a wannabe..
fifth, you think that you are always right..
sixth, you think that you're the queen...
if so, why are you teaching in this fucking school？
Argh!!!
how i wish i'm studying in an international school..
so much more freedom..
and i don't need to see those fucking malay teachers!!!
urgh!!
i'll continue the story now.. ==
she(fuckface pn.choong) asked yen yin(pengawas pencubaan)to bring me go see pn.wong..
my heart was like OMG?? aiya.. hu cares la.. kena scold by tht fuckface d.. nothing will become better de..
so.. went in the hall again wid yen yin.. saw kyl thur's name being recorded by pn.wong.. and next is me..
she asked yen ying what's wrong with me..
yen yin was my fren, so she jz said tht.. i wear the pendant oni lo..
then pn.wong said tht i nid a letter with my parents signature..
but den she saw my earrings.. ask me take it of and i kena gantung sekolah for 1 day.. ==
she asked yen yin bring me to see pn.cheng(penolong kanan sesi petang)...
i was like shit!! see headmistress?? i'm so dead..
but she was kind to me.. she asked me to call my parents to bring me home..
but then ah, i dunno why suddenly i cried.. ==
den i called my grandpa lo..
he reached d, took a paper from guard house and fill in those stuff..
den i went to science lab and let cik azniza sign lo..
my classmates were like..
denise denise... what happened to you?
and tht weng sum so "duo zui" go say denise, you kena gantung ah?
i din care bout them..
julianna asked what happened and i told her the truth then i went back to grandparents home..
reached d, called my mom..
den i smsed hann jian..
even though he was sick, he called to cheer me up.. ;)
thank you so much.. ;D
wasted his 30 mins of credits .. lol
den online lo.. kai sheng, shen jun, wen ee, yu jeen, idayu and many ppl asked what happened to me..
i told them and they cheered me up.. ;)
special thanks to kai sheng and hann jian..
you both are the best.. ;D

so.. there goes today.. ==
bad and unlucky day..
not only kena gantung, but hor...also black-listed..
my life is ruined coz of tht "so-called" cacated chinese.. ==
i wish i can study in singapore.. ==
but i'll miss my frem..
intenational school is the best.. ;)

and and..
to "dear" pn.choong..
i wish that your husband and kids don't want you anymore..
so tht you can live alone..
and go crazy..
I would love to see you that way..
you've ruined my future..
And i don't want you to live a good life..
not now, not... EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tagged by Hann Jian

2009-07-13T11:47:00.002+08:00

1. Besides your lips, where is your favorite spot to get kissed?
* duno ?

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
* Sleepy... headache...

3. Who was the last person/people you took photo with?
* Alot of ppl.. i think is my cousin? or maybe its wen ee... ;S

4. Would you consider yourself spoilt?
* Ya ?!!

5. Will you ever donate blood?
* My Blood Is Special .. i won't donate it unless it's really needed.. ;D

6. Have you ever had a best friend of the opposite sex?
* Yup ..

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
* No ..i wan myself to be dead.. ==ll

8. What does your last message say?
* i'm not telling.. ==ll

9. What are you thinking right now?
* Should i go to school later or ponteng.. ==

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
* obviously...... wan laa ..

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
* 1 something ..

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
* Esprit..

13. Is someone in your mind right now?
* Ya ...

14. Who was the last person who text you?
* Hann jian/ Kai sheng..

Tag 10 "lucky" people do this quiz.
` Edmund
` Kai Sheng
` Andrea
` Shen Jun
` Alison
` Angela
` Li Yen
` Hsiu fen
` Caryl
` Qian Xuan

15. Who is number two (Kai Sheng) having a relationship with?
* idk.. he din tell me... ><

16. Is number three (Andrea) a male or female?
* lenglui lai de.. you say is male or female leh?

17. If number 7 (Li Yen) and number 1 (Edmund) get together will it be good?
* i dunno.. i jz noe tht i'll be jealous.. ==ll

18. What is number 1 (Edmund) studying?
* Form 1 stuff??

19. Is number 4 (Shen Jun) single?
* idk.. he din tell me oso..

20. Say something about number 6 (Angela)
* She's kind.. ;D

21. What you think of number 3 (Andrea) and number 6 (Angela) being together?
* .....they are not lesbian !!!

22. Describe number 9 (Caryl)
* Pretty, smart, kind.. ;D

23. Do you like number 8 (Hsiu Fen)?
* yea.. as a fren.. ;D

2009-07-12T12:49:00.008+08:00

So... yesterday, i went to yuk chai's sports day with my brother.
woke up early in the morning, get ready, den go lo..
den i went to fetch yoong wei..
reached there, i was asking yoong wei whether "he" got go anot..
when i turned around, i saw him.. ;D
i saw joslynn too... but she like dun care bout us anymore..
den, we decided to go to the canteen, on the way there, we saw cikgu mat.
he was like : ah, lari la.. dah lupa cikgu ke?
we din care... and meet with kristene..
walked around..
saw many friends there..
den we find a place to rest in the canteen..
took picture with james, den hann jian called me..
he asked me to wait for him at the main entrance..
when he reached d, he like pai seh pai seh de... keep walking away..
den i said hi to him, and ask him go inside the skul.. but he said he wans to wait for kai sheng and shen jun.. so, i went in the skul and din care bout him..
walked around.. very boring..
then i saw yu jeen...
he was like YOOOO!!!! got 1 lengzai looking for you all you noe?
i asked hu..
he said... " me la.. i so yeng.. "
perasan.. xD
den.. took picture with him..
went to the canteen again, he belanja us drink..
den... hann jian called me.. said tht they're in the canteen...
asked me go find them and bla bla bla...
still hav alot to write ... dun feel like blogging everything here..
after the sports day, i went to 1u..
den, went to my aunt's show room..
stay for quite long, den we went home..
i had fun on this day, but i made a stupid mistake..
i waited so long for this day to spend tine with my baby.. xD
but.... aihs...
i din hav the chance to talk to him, take pictures, i din even hav the chance to say HI to him... i'm so useless... i'm stupid... ==ll

well, i'll let the pictures do the talking from now on..

tang ling and me..

james..

yu jeen.. the perasan guy.. xD

yuen lung aka yuen yang's lil bro..

li yen... ;D

hann jian..

Kai sheng...

zheng yang..

wen ee..

its us again.. xD

me & bro..

act cool?? xDD

random pic of me..

wads this?? NINJA????

retarded.. xD

1u.. parking.. xD

at sakae's sushi...

the retarded me..

at my aunt's show room..

elice aka my cousin..

elice, denise..

us..

elice, denise and part of damien's head..

me.... ;DD

me.. lying on the... uh... chair??

there are too many pictures... i'll upload it next time.. xD
p.s. ignore the post below this... i din mean to write tht..
i was mad that time...
i'm sorryyyy... > <

2009-07-10T12:22:00.002+08:00

i hate you DAD!!!
you said that you will fetch me to yuk chai tomorrow..
and now ...?
urgh!!
i dun understand why i have a dad like you..
you think you applied a supplementary card for me will solve it?
I'm not the that kind of person who loves money very much...
Money CAN'T buy friendship..
i just wanted to see my old friends..
and the teachers...

Until now, you don't seem to understand me..
You're a failure...
you failed for being a good dad...
and i HATE you!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-07-08T22:51:00.002+08:00

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone

'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'lone

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone...

R.I.P MJ...
Michael, you are not alone, although you are not here with your kids, and all your loved ones, you are not alone cause God is with you ...

Denise <3

2009-07-03T23:46:00.003+08:00

this post i'm posting rite now goes out to does ppl who don't know me, but likes to ke po...
this is my blog, and i CAN write anything i want..
So, if i write anything nasty, it's not your right to comment me..
Mind ur own business!!!!!
Cause i love the way i am..
Place your name down..
Your lovely name sure suits you..
So, don't throw your name away..

No spamming..
No vulgarities..
Spammers won't be entertain-d
You may choose to leave,
but please don't bitch in my blog..
You spam, I ignore.. Thank you..
If you don't like my blog
Either you leave by Alt+F4 or click the big cross on the top right..
If not, just continue ur stay...
Enjoyy.... ;D
respect it...

And don't go around telling ppl bout my stuff..
mind ur own business..
you should know better **** ***... ==ll

2009-07-03T13:19:00.002+08:00

oh ya.. at 1st my results was like this :

Science = 68%
Maths = 82%
Geography = 81%
Sejarah = 68%
B.melayu = 58%
Sivik = 74%
PJPK = 77%
B.Inggeris = 82%
K. H = 49.5%
B.Cina = 74%
Moral = 86%
Seni = 47%

but then arh.. my report card de marks different dee... =S

Science = 68%
Maths = 82%
Geography = 81%
Sejarah = 69%
B.M = 58%
Sivik = 64%
PJPK = 77%
B. inggeris = 82%
K H = 69%
B. Cina = 78%
Moral = 86%
Seni = 47%

see the difference? o.o

2009-07-03T12:19:00.003+08:00

so yesterday was report card day..
it was kinda fun..
i mean.. before recess tht is..
we din study at all..
went to the library during sejarah period..
go see the process of making movie.. ahaha..
then.. played a game of guessing wad's the title of the movie..
and goshh... i din noe pn. hor's acting skills is so good.. ahaha..
daniel's the easiest.. he uhh.. used his fingers and sho the number "007"??
no so sure..
den everyone was like.. " oh oh oh.. i know i know... JAMES BOND!!! "
lmao...
den.. boey's turn..
he acted a few times den pn. hor said " Transformer "
ahaha..
many actors in our class.. lol
after that, was free period..
talked and laughed alot in class..
after recess, saw a few parents in class..
and norman was the 1st to go home..
later.. more and more parents came..
and when we saw daniel's mom, we were like omg!! she's so damn tall for a woman..
dat explains why daniel is so tall.. xD
bla bla bla..
played wid julliana's youngest sister and jia min's brother..
they were soooo cute.
my mom came..
then kristene and see wai was like
" omg, tht's ur mom? kan bu chu weih.. she looks so damn strict/fierce.. "
lol..
den we continued playing lor..
when it was my mom's turn, i "flew" to the 1st table jz infront of teacher's table..
i wanna say thank you pn.rozalina?? for not saying bad things bout me.. ahaha..
ehh.. my thank you very precious de you know? must cherich it.. ahahaha.. perasan..
went in the car..
parents told me that we got the keys to our new house..
wee~~
excited.. xDD
went there, i was running and jumping around the garden like crazy..
ahaha... i love it soo soo much..
around 6 something, went to fetch my brothers and went home..
ate dinner, bathed and bla bla bla...
8 something, went to the new hse again... but this time with the whole family.. xDD
went upstairs to my parents future room..
i cant believe i'm saying this,
but i love the toilet there...
it's sooo big...
and there's a... uhm... let's call it a secret passage??
yea..
a secret passage to "somewhere".
ahaha...
i love this hse soo much.. xD

But i love HIM more.. ;D
ily.. i lovee ur smile.. ツ

♥Denise

2009-07-01T11:47:00.001+08:00

so..
about yesterday..
had lotssa fun in skul..
and played b.ball for like 30 minutes..
it was no fun at all... ==ll
my team mates so 38 de..
dun co-operate oso..
pass the ball tht time, they got it, den they scream.. ==ll
dunno how to pass to other ppl de..
sick of talking bout it..
so..
after skul, i saw him..
yoong wei waved at him? ( i think so )
then he waved back?
and i wave back at him?
lol..
hu cares..
all i know is...
he's very cute..
;D
especially when he smiles..
sooooo cute.... xDD
reached home,
ate my dinner..
and i.. kinda quarreled wid my parents..
scold me for no reason..
so i answer back la..
den arh..
scold again wor..
say what uh... when adult scold you, dun answer back.. later ppl think ur parents din teach you bla bla bla..
shit la..
they are the one who taught me to answer back if ppl scold you when you din do anything wrong..
==ll
aiya..
who cares la..
old ppl always like tht punya..
==ll

but at least his smile is sweet enough to calm me down..
ahaha...

random post..
dun like it then shoo...
not in the mood now..

2009-06-30T11:04:00.002+08:00

hii..
i think i'll start blogging in a different way?
cause my blog is so dead..
i hav nothing to talk about..
this Thursday is hari terbuka d..
i'm feeling kinda nervous..
cause i'm quite naughty in school..
I dunno what will the teacher say to my parents..
And my results are like omg, can faint man..
dunno what will happen..
dun wanna think about it..
you guys going to be shocked to see my results.. ;(
the older i am, the stupid-er i get..
==ll

Science = 68%
Maths = 82%
Geography = 81%
Sejarah = 68%
B.melayu = 58%
Sivik = 74%
PJPK = 77%
B.Inggeris = 82%
K. H = 49.5%
B.Cina = 74%
Moral = 86%
Seni = 47%

so.. overall i get 4A, 5B and 3C...
can you believe it?
I got 40++.. and almost failed..
so dissapointed in myself..
Especially chinese.. from 90 drop to 74.. ToT

Urgh..!!!
Stupid Denise..
Denise is very very stupid..
She needs help in her homework.. ==ll

This is soo random..

We are the world...
We are the children...
We are the one who makes a brighter day
So let's start giving...

gosh... this is so much more random..
i love the song too much.. ahaha..

♥ Denise

Happy birthday Darryl ;D

2009-06-27T23:03:00.002+08:00

found this from friendster.. hope you dun mind.. =S

Happy Birthday Darryl Quah..

you're officially 13 now..

Be a good teenager..

and..

All the best in everything..

May all ur wishes come true.. ;D

once again,

Happy Birthday!!!!

27.06.09

2009-06-27T22:15:00.004+08:00

I'm back!!!
Lol..
feeling kinda hyper today i guess?
xDD
finally can go online..
its saturday and yet i still hav to go back to school.. ==
oh well.. at least i had fun most of the time..
and laughed alot.. xDD
But i hate it when i kena caught by carmen.. = =
always catch my socks and earring.. grr!!!
too bad weng kei and ai xin din come.. during recess its like oni me, kristene, see wai, yoong wei, jia qi, xin yi, idayu.. usually it will be like alot of ppl..
so, after recess at 2 something, lots of teacher din come, we had fun during free periods..
during seni, as usual nid to copy notes and all..
i dun understand why teacher need to read it and not write it on the board..
i mean, she's wasting time..
coz my classmates will be like:
huh? apa cikgu? wad??
==
and bin xuan actually sit behind me.. lol..
1st time though.. xD
but leh.. he like emo emo.. like sick like dat de..
so, when teacher read, they made whole lotssa noice,
we cant hear.. luckily bin xuan was so kind and borrowed us his book..
ahaha.. ;)
seni period finished and 1belian, as usual, noisy like hell....
Then suddeny Pn.choong came to our class and scolded us.. but you know wad?
we were laughing at the back..
then she was like.. still laughing there!
we were laughing even more and controlling not to laugh at the same time.. lol.
then she said pn.cheng is going to be our relief teacher..
she asked hoong yoong the pengawas and wai yan the naib pengerusi to copy down our names if we're noisy..
when she left, everyone was like laughing, and some going crazy coz pn.cheng is coming..
and me, laugh laugh laugh non stop.. coz when i stop laughing, something funny will happen.. lol!
finally pn.cheng came in..
guess what?
she din catch my hair, socks, earring, nails, NOTHING..
she din catch me..
ahaha..
so nice man..
and you know wad she said?
she came in, we dun nid to say good evening pn.cheng..
coz she asked us to do our work..
and she said..
wahh.. 1belian very good ah..
very quiet.. and actually doing homework when teachers not around..
me and kristene were laughing again.. softly tht is..
when she left the classroom, everything was back to normal..
then, the bell rang..
wee..
school's over..
i can go home now.. xD
so, walk sambil talk sambil laugh wid kris all the way to where she waits..
walked 1 big round, saw my dad's car..
then i went back..
everyone so quiet in car..
then when i got home,
my parents quarrel.. ==
dunno why nowadays always quarrel..
dunno wad happened..
i asked my mom and she said i'm still young, dun care so much..
~.~

this post is soooo random..
aih..
who cares..
i love today
;D

#70 post

2009-06-24T17:10:00.002+08:00

Did you forget that I was even alive?
Did you forget everything we ever had?
Did you forget, did you forget about me?
Did you regret ever standing by my side?
Did you forget we were feeling inside?

Are you.. starting to hate me?
Are you.. starting to not trust me?

I heard something which hurts me alot..
And i can't concentrate in class just because of this..

If you think that I'm cheating on you,
Think deeper.....

Why would i cry for you?
Why would i miss you?
Why would i think of you?
Why would i care for you?
And...
Why would i love you?

If i really am cheating on you,
i would'nt have done that..
After 7 months of relationship,
going to be 8 soon,
and you still don't trust me?

I've been looking forward to see you more and more everyday,
and now, someone just pops out in front of me saying
that i'm cheating you... try to think how it feels like if you are the one who has been told something like this.. how would you feel?

There's not a doubt in this world,
that anyone could take your place in my heart..
You never have to question my love...

You just can't see the pain that i feel.........

I'veBeenGivingOutChancesEverytimeAndAllYouDoIsLetMeDown.

Tagged by Ke Xin

2009-06-21T22:07:00.002+08:00

1.What have you been doing recently?
-sleeping
2 . Do you ever turn your handphone off?
-nop
3 . What happened at 10am today?
-nothing? i was getting ready to go celebrate father's day..
4 . When did you last cry?
-18th Jun.. (you dun wanna know why)
5 . Believe in Fate/Destiny?
-Duh...
6 . What do you want in life now?
-a new phone.. my w760i is cacat.. - -
7 . Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
-none of the above
8. What's your favourite thing to do on bed ?
-sleep.. :D
9 . What bottoms are you wearing now?
-black shorts?? o.o
10.What are the nicest things in your inbox?
-I'm not telling.. it's a secret.. :D
11 . Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
-of course not..
12 . Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
-No..
13 . What was the last movie you caught?
-night at the museum 2.. ~.~
14 . What are you proud of ?
-i did this tag b4.. = = and the answer is still going to be same.. edmund's my bf.. :D
15 . What does the oldest text msg in your inbox says and who is it from?
-kristene's address and obviously its from kristene.. = =
16 . What was the last song you sang out loud?
-I'm all about you :D
17 . Do you have any nicknames?
-denise, hun, baby shan.. = =
18 . What does the newest text msg says and who is it from?
-jun yu: denise, tell your dad the guy that owes him a call says happy daddy day. don't reply, no credit already.
19 . What time did you go to sleep last night?
-10.48p.m.
20 . Are you currently happy?
-no...i'm not..
21 . Who gives you the best advice?
-obviously my parents give me the best advice.. even though its "sometimes" annoying..
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
-uh.. no?
23 . Who do you talked to on phone last night?
-Kyle..
24.Is something bugging you right now?
-nop? o.o
25 . Who is the last person to make you laugh?
-my brothers
26.Do you like yourself?
-not reli.. i'm not perfect..
27.You want $5 or $10?
-Depends..
28.Do you think you are stupid sometimes?
-not sometimes, always..
29.Who is your best best best fren?
-kristene and the gang..
30.What will you do if you like that boy?
-uhm... try to know him better? idk.. ~.~
31.Who are your favourite stars?
-there's too many of em'.. i can't make up my mind of who to choose...
32.You hate your mother sometimes in some ways?
-yeah?
33.Do you had even stead before?
-huh?
34.What type of boy do you like?
-good looking,cute,cool,kind.. jz like my hun hun.. :D
35.Now are you single/attached?
attached..
Pass this tag to 10 people !
~I
~dun
~wanna
~tag
~ppl
~it's
~a
~waste
~of
~time
:D
10 lines, gao dim..

father's day.. :)

2009-06-21T17:06:00.002+08:00

Hey people, welcome to my bloggy... :D
Denise speaking *claps claps* ( too perasan, i know.. )
well... feel free to chat with me in my cbox but do not spam it pwease.. D:
respect my blog..
enjoy..
muackx..

Anyway, today is father's day.. soooooo........
Happy Father's Day
to all fathers, grandfathers, uncles etc. etc.
too bad that I'm sick during this day.. :(
can't eat nice things that they serve in the hotel..
so disappointed..
tomorrow is a school day..
i wish i can get well soon cause i wanna see him after school.. :(

hmm.. i have nothing else to blog about so there... byez... =)

p.s. if you hate me or in a better word dislikes me then i guess you're just not welcome here at all... and pweeease DON'T spam my chat box.. =) hav a nice day..

Happy Birthday!!!

2009-06-20T08:06:00.002+08:00

So... today's yoong wei and see wai's birthday...
All i wanna say is Happy Birthday.. =)
Another year older jor..
Going to become ah po adi... =S
All the best in everything..
and..
May all ur wishes come true... =D

And also, happy belated birthday to LOONG... :D
Sorry for saying this late..
You're the best gor ... :D

Unggul Rox!!

2009-06-19T13:14:00.003+08:00

(sun burn on ma nose.. xDD)

Don't cha wish your rumah was hot like this?? xDD
So... yesterday was SMK Damansara Jaya's sports day..
It was held at the Kelana Jaya Stadium..
I was sweating like hell man..
hmm.. let me see..
I reached there at 7.05..
Din see anyone yet until Yoong wei and ee-mei reached like 5-10 minutes later..
We went in and bla bla bla..
We waited cause it rained..
The rain stopped... went down to the track/field or wtv its called to take our attendance..
After that, we watched marching.. =)
Well of coz unggul's the best but i thought maju was good too..
But they didn't win..
Coz..
WE WON!!
I was suffering like hell because of the heat.. got sun burned.. ~.~
Then we went to the "timur" part of the stadium after marching..
At first, i wanted to join Kristene and all because unggul there not many close people.. I'm always alone there.. =(
I was talking to Kristene and weng kei they all at the Kesatria's side then that stupid morning session unggul teacher used her umbrella and hit my back.. She was chasing everyone back to their respective rumah.. She can just ask me nicely and not by HITTING my back with an UMBRELLA.. that stupid dumb bitch.. Should have asked the fuckface to fuck off... = =
On the way back to unggul, i was telling pei ling how idiotic that unggul teacher was..
And se chased pei ling away...
So.. i was there sitting alone with my ipod and at the same time, sms-ing yoong wei and friends..
We were talking bout uhm.. should've brought other rumah's shirt so we can change and sit peacefully with our buddies..
So.. after like half an hour, i go lepak around the stadium with friends and don't care bout the fuckface teacher..
I asked them to meet me at the main gate..
But unfortunately, they didn't tell me to bring along my bag, i left it at the unggul's place.. = =
So.. how? all my stuff inside..
I asked norman to help me take it..
But the teacher chased him because he was Berjaya..
So i asked Adrian since he's in unggul oso..
He's the best.. =)
After walking around the place over and over again for like 30 minutes, we got tired and went to sit at Maju's side..
I was kinda scared that the fuckface will chase me back again, but.. i was there.. having lotssa fun with my friends at Maju..
We were cam-whoring there...
Then.. we started cheering for the runners running..
So.. i was like
" GO UNGGUL!!! GO UNGGUL!!! GO UNGGUL!!!"
And my friends were cheering for their own houses..
But then ah.. got 1 part Hebat was leading.. so i was kinda frustrated and i shouted:
" GO UNGGUL!!!!! FUCK OFF HEBAT!!! "
lols...
Suddenly time passes so fast and it was already 1 o'clock..
I went to kesatria's part and join Kristene..
cam-whore.. again.. =)
Then saw unggul's cheer..
even though it's not really good, but.. it was okok la ... =)

And the best iiiiiiissssssss....... UNGGUL won!!!! ~woooooootss~
*ahem ?* I said UNGGUL won!!!
* claps claps claps * xD
ehh.. i think UNGGUL won for marching, dj-ians semangat and the whole thing? i'm not sure.. xDD
UNGGUL ROCKS OUT THE HOUSE!!!
Oh ya.. and uhm.. unggul-ians(xD) wrote this :

U- UNGGUL
N- NEVER
G- GONNA
G- GIVE
U- UP
L- LAH

and at the back of it was a smiley face... =)

And i got sun burned.. =( It was damn freakin' hot during marching there..

I guess that's all?! Sorry.. i'm not posting the pictures here.. There's too many of em', and... most of them looks retarded... xDD

Father's day coming soon.. wad present to get for daddy?!
Any ideas?? =x

Tagged by Jennifer

2009-06-17T22:24:00.002+08:00

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your blog).
I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___.I think I realized it when ___2______3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___.___12___.

Loves;
-Your name-

P/S: You are so lifeless, ___13___,
-The name of the person that tagged you-.

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red -Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2.Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3.Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4.What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My pen pal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Over joyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth VaderBlack - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tract outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an Eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

13. What is your favorite activities when hanging out with mates?
Gathering for drinks - Ugly pig
Foosball - Silly duck
Shopping - French kisser
Deluging for food - Cranky banana
Movies - Smelly armpits
Snacks - Horny wolf
Snooker - Tiny nipples
Bowling - Sexy grandmother
Outdoor activities - Vain pot
Having a long talk - Nose plucker
Taking pictures - Dumb bitch
Other - Burn yourself

Dear Idayu,
I don't really know how to tell you this, but I dislike you.I think I realized it when That night In your camping car and I saw you sit on My John F. Kennedy-statue. I'm sure you're Masochistic enough to understand That we're cousins. I'm returning Your ring to you, but I'll keep The oil stocks as a memory. You should also know that I always had felt dirty before about A new life as a clone. Go burn.

Loves;
-Denise-

P/S: You are so lifeless, Dumb bitch, Jennifer Ong.

I tagggg;
the people who likes to ke-po..
=D

Tagged by Hann Jian

2009-06-15T08:38:00.003+08:00

I'm kinda sick of doing tags, but i'm bored..
So.... i'll do it... xD

1.Question number one missing ?
~yes ..it is missing ..i added this question ..

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
~tired.. still wanna sleep... ToT

3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with?
~My cousin.. =)

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
~No ..but ppl thinks i am..

5. Will you ever donate blood ?
~No..? But i'd like to help. So... its a yes (if needed)

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
~Duh.... = ="

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
~Nop.. i would rather sue tht fella.. It's better to watch someone SUFFER than to watch em' die.. =D

8. What does your last text message say?
~oo.. kay lo.. goodnite..

9. What are you thinking right now?
~i did this tag before? the questions are similar.. = ="

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
~yea..

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
~2.15a.m. i guess...

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
~uhh... body glove?? its a present frm cousin, so i don't know..

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
~yea ..

14. Who was the last person(s) who text you?
~Kai Sheng, yoong wei, and kok hui (idk this guy, but he seems to know me.. = =")

Random people I tag :)
1. Idayu
2. Jennifer
3. Joey
4. Kai Sheng
5. Alison
6. Angela
7. Edmund
8. Bernice
9. Hsiu Fen
10. Chelsea

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with?
~she didn't tell me..

16. Is no.3 a male or a female?
~F E M A L E = Female xD (my spelling good hor? xD)

17. If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be a good?
~oh gosh... i would be damn freggin JEALOUS!!!

18. What is no.1 studying about?
~form 1 stuff?? o.O

19. When was the last time you chatted with them?
~them is the ppl i tagged?? o.o

20.Is no.4 single?
~I'm nt sure.. he din tell me.. > <

21. Say something about no.2.
~She's kind and fun.. =)

22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being together?
~It won't happen.. cause they dunno each other and i'm sure they're not lesbian..

23. Describe no.9.
~smart, kind, pretty... =D

24. What will you do if no.6 n no.7 fight?
~i dun think they will? But if they did, i'll stop em'?

25. Do you like 8?
~yea, she's my best friend... =)

Tagged by Hsiu Fen

2009-06-13T12:36:00.002+08:00

Level 1
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
(X) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex On The Cheek
(X) Drank Alcohol (small sip)

Level 2
(X) Are / Been In Love
( ) Been Dumped
( ) Shoplifted
( ) Been Fired

Level 3
(X) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(X) Skipped School
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(X) Seen Someone / Something Die

Level 4
() Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends
( ) Been To Paris
(X) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking

Level 5
(X) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
( ) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook

Level 6
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
( ) Taken Pain Killers
(X) Love/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
( ) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
( ) Made A Snow Angel

Level 7
(X) Had A Tea Party
(X) Flown A Kite
(X) Built A Sand Castle
(X) Played Dress Up

Level 8
( ) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
( ) Gone Sledging
(X) Cheated While Playing A Game
(X) Been Lonely
(X) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

Level 9
(X) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake

Level 10
(X) Been Tickled
( ) Been Robbed / Vandalized
(X) Been Misunderstood

Level 11
(X) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
( ) Had Detention
(X) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

Level 12
( ) Had / Have Braces
(X) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
( ) Danced in the moonlight

Level 13
(X) Hated The Way You Look
( ) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(X) Questioned Your Heart
( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

Level 14
(X) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(X) Been Lost
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(X) Swam In The Ocean
(X) Felt Like You Were Dying

Level 15
(X) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(X) Played Cops And Robbers
(X) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(X) Sang Karaoke
( ) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

Level 16
(X) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(X) Made a Prank Phone Call
() Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
( ) Kissed In The Rain

Level 17
( ) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
( ) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(X) Blown Bubbles
( ) Made A Bonfire On The Beach or anywhere

Level 18
(X) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
( ) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(X) Had A Wish Come True

Level 19
( ) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
( ) Swore at the teacher, in front of them
( ) Swam With Dolphins

Level 20
(X) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
( ) Kissed A Fish
(X) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(X) Sat On A Roof Top

Level 21
(X) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lung
( ) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
( ) Recently stayed Up for a while talking to someone you care about

Level 22
( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(X) Climbed A Tree
( ) Had/Been In A Tree House
(X) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone

Level 23
(X) Believed In Ghosts
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking

Level 24
(X) Played with Chickens
(x) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
( ) Been Amused

Level 25
() Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
(X) Caught A Butterfly
(X) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(X) Cried So Hard You Laughed

Level 26
( ) Mooned/Flashed Someone
( ) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(X) Cheated On A Test
(X) Forgotten Someones Name
(X) French Braided Someones Hair
( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
(X) Tried to hurt yourself

Level 27
( ) Rode A Roller Coaster
( ) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
( ) Black-Mailed Someone
( ) Been Black Mailed

Level 28
(X) Been Used
(X) Fell Going Up The Stairs
(X) Bitten Someone

Name a friend from A-Z.
A-Andrea Tan
B-Boey Zhi Xuan
C-Cyndi Yong
D-Daniel Woon
E-Edmund Chew
F-Faun Kah Yan
G-Goh Hui Yi
H-Henry Lim
I-Idayu Izreen
J-Jinese Wong
K-Kong Bin Xuan
L-Lee Min Hui
M-Michelle Lee
N-Nick Tan
O-Ooi Jia Jin
P-Priscilla
Q-Quah Jun Huey ( Darryl )
R-Rachel Teo
S-Soh Hong Ann
T-Tan Jia Quan
U-Universe?
V-Vanessa Cheam
W-Wong Yi Jia
X-Xiong Wei
Y-Yvonne Ng
Z-Zoey Pang

1: Can R and S get together in BGR?[boy girl relationship]
Answer: That would never happen

2: How is L related to you?
Answer: Old classmate??

3: Does Y knows Z?
Answer: Nop

4: If C betray you, will you kill him/her?
Answer: Not ever.. She's my best friend.. =)

5: If K steals your boyfriend, what will you do?
Answer: Hey! Lmao, if he's gay like Adam Lambert. :)

6: If B tells you that he/she has a crush on you, what will you do?
Answer: Lols, do nothing??

7: Will you and M get into a fight?
Answer: Sometimes.. but get along after few minutes.. =)

8: Who does K have a crush on?
Answer: ehh.. someone i dunno? o.o

9: If L calls you bitch, what will you do?
Answer: scold her and ends up fighting.. =)

10: What's the relationship between you and E?
Answer: Lols.. do you really have to ask? he's my boyfren.. =)

11: Who does Z like?
Answer: I'm not sure though.. =(

12: Who is I's best friend?
Answer: Err... Me?? Lmao

13: What color does Y like?
Answer: lenglui likes purple.. =)

14: Where does F live?
Answer: Aman Suria... =)

15: Did you and C had a fight before?
Answer: Dun think so..

16: Who is H's best friend?
Answer: how should i know.. din see him for like.. 4 years!!

17: What can you say about T?
Answer: hmm.. basketball freak, funny?? xD

18: If J tells you he/she have a crush on you?
Answer: LOL. She's my friend.. and we're not lesbian..

19: Who is G's idol?
Answer: Err... idk..><

20: Tag 10 people to do this quiz.
-Edmund
-Hann Jian
-Jun Hao
-Darryl Quah
-Idayu
-Jennifer
-Joey Chin
-Eunise
-Diana
-[ whoever who is boring.. =) ]

09 Jun 2009 =)

2009-06-09T17:14:00.002+08:00

Okay...
jz came back from 1u...
watched Night at the Museum 2...
it was sooooo AWESOME!!!
and funny too...
And as usual,
before the movie starts will hav those trailer thingie rite?
ice age 3 is funny..
-i wonder when it will come out..
transformer 2 (i think)
-its nice
Harry Potter and the dunno wad prince
-cool?

I can't wait to watch all of em'
=)
Oh oh, and..
did i mention Night at the Museum 2 is..
AWESOME??
its soooooooooo nice to watch..
If you havent watch it ,
you hav to...
Trust me..
you will regret if you don't..
=D

And now..
i gtg get ready for dinner..
~.~
parents 16th anniversary?
i'm not sure..
= =
anyway, we're going to Shangri-la hotel..
AGAIN!!
I love the japanese food there..
=)
Most of all...
I loveeeeeeeeeee their CHOCOLATES!!!
=D
<33333333333

~end~
--------------------------------------------

#_signing off_#

Tagged by Eunise

2009-06-09T16:49:00.002+08:00

It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag ten people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real - nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name : Denise Loo Shan Yi!!!
2. A four Letter Word : Love
3. A boy's Name : Samuel Cheng
4. A girl's Name : Nicole Lee
5. An occupation : Lawyer..?
6. A colour : Purple!!!
7. Something you'll wear : shorts and tee..
9. A food : CHOCOLATE!!
10. Something found in the bathroom: toothbrush?
11. A place : PARIS
12. A reason for being late : Traffic...?
13. Something you'd shout : i've no idea..
14. A movie title : Night at the Museum 2...
15. Something you drink : Fruit juice
16. A musical group : pussycat dolls
17. An animal : Puppy..
18. A street name : Jalan Tun Tan Cheng Loke??
19. A type of car : Lamborghini...
20. The title of a song : I'm all about you...

Tag 10 people:

dun wan lar
so many ppl do b4 d
such s2pid tag
some question i dun understand oso
waste time saje
so hor..
dun tag ppl btr..
i'll b the loser than
you win!
congratulations!

ngam ngam 10 lines.. gao dim!!

Tagged by Idayu =)

2009-06-08T14:51:00.002+08:00

I've Tagged:

Edmund
Hann Jian
Jezzey
Joshua
Alison
Andrea
Diana
Eunise
Joey
Yen ling

1. What have you been doing recently?
~ Chatting, mapling, blogging, missing someone and uh... emo-ing??? Teeheee..

2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
~ NO WAY!!!

3. What happened at 10.00 a.m. today?
~ hmm.. nothing special.. my life' booooooring!! *yawn*

4. When did you last cry?
~ Yesterday when i SHED a few tears while LISTENING to I'M ALL ABOUT YOU by Aaron Carter, thinking of someone. Yeah,it was a sad moment.

5. Believe in fate/destiny?
~ Sometimes..

6. What do you want in your life right now?
~ I wan something special or interesting to happen.. =)

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
~ I do nothing.. I love standing in the rain, so no one knows that i'm crying.. =)

8. What is your favourite thing to have on your bed?
~ hmm.. my blanket

9. What bottom are you wearing now?
~ Uhm.. black shorts??

10. What does the nicest text in your inbox say?
~ hmm.. let see.. " I love you, babe, forever.. " (Didn't mean to expose it to the world.) =)

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
~ Haha, uhm i wouldn't know.

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
~ Haha... nop

13. What was the last movie you caught?
~ Fast & Furious 4 (i <3>

14. What are you proud of?
~ uhm... Edmund is my bf?? haha....

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
~ Kristene's address.. ~.~

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
~ Right round ( wid my brother ) xD

17. Do you have any nicknames?
~ jiee (this ppl are crazy) , yoshiko, baby shan ( =.= )

18. What does your last text message say?
~ Heyy Denise!!! How are ya? miss ya lots.. Wanna go sunway wid me and some old frens??
Lol, whoever made this quiz must like reading people's text messages!

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
~ hmm.. 2 something i guess...

20. Are you currently happy?
~ Right now? Yes, i am.. wait.. No! i'm not... jz say tht i'm emo.. xD

21. Who gives you the best advice?
~ obviously my parents give me the best advice. Eventhough i hate it most of the time..

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
~ Nope. Unless someone sprays it into my mouth

23. Who did you talk to on the phone last night?
~ I can't remember.. too many of them..

24. Is anyone bugging you right now?
~ yeah, in a strange way, yes.

25. What/ who was the last person to make you laugh?
~ My brother... he makes me laugh everyday.. =)

26. Do you wear toe socks?
~ What's toe socks? o.o

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
~ someone i don't know...

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
~ I would be lying if i said i no. (=

29. What annoys you the most in a person?
~ I don't know.. they're weird attitude?

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
~ What kind of a question is this??!

31. Have you done cocaine?
~ No, and i would NEVER, ever want to.

32. What is the colour of your room?
~ It's the sky's colour.. hee..

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
~ Nop, But... i would SUE someone i hate for a billion dollars. Hey, it's better to watch someone to SUFFER than to watch em' die. HAHAHA!

34. Do you believe in the saying : Talk is cheap?
~ I don't really know what that means.

35. Who was the last person to lie on your bed?
~ Me.. of coz (=

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
~ My daddy (=

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
~ Nope. Never kissed anyone on the lips..

38. Do you have a life?
~ Duhh..

39. Have you thought of someone dying, when they're really still alive?
~ Loads of times.

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
~ I don't know?

41. Who is the last person you saw in your dream?
~ I can't recall.. but i think its Idayu and a group of friends.. =)

42. Last time you SMILED?
~ Just now?

43. Have you changed this year?
~ I have no idea. But i think i did.. =)

44. What are you listening to now?
~ Dead and Gone by T.I ft. Justin Timberlake.. its nice

45. Are you talking to someone while doing this?
~ Nope..

46. Is there a quote you live by?
~ I hav no idea..

47. Do you want someone you cannot have?
~ Nope.. I hav someone special with me..

48. Have you ever played an instrument before?
~ Yes, piano.

49. What was the worst idea you had this week?
~ Haha, i've either had none or too many to list it down.

50. What were you doing last night at 11 pm?
~ Watching Fast & Furious 4 with my brothers and shouting like crazy ppl.. =)

51. Are you happy with your love life right now?
~ I'm very proud to say YES...

52. What song best describes your love life?
~ uhh.. i'm not sure bout this.. = =

53. Does that person know that you like him/ her?
~ Speechless, very much speechless. How can you ask some stupid questions like this? Of coz he knows... Duhh...

54. Who makes you laugh the most?
~ I have no idea. I have loads of "clown" frens.. =)

55. Do you speak other languages than english?
~ Apathen! Haha, "Janganlah macam ni.. " HAHAHA!

56. Favourite websites?
~ Hmm, most visited website: Facebook, Friendster..

57. What's your middle name?
~ Shan??

58. What are you doing tomorrow?
~ Goin to watch Night at the museum 2.. =)

59. What do you think you're like?
~ quite? loving? ( It depends, soo STFU !! )

60. Who will you choose to die with?
~ I don't know. It depends on what circumstances i'm in.

61. Where have you been today?
~ Bedroom,Bathroom,Living room,Kitchen,Dining room,BEDROOM.

62. What game do play often?
~ Uhh.. maple? (its quite boring = =)

63. Who are you missing now?
~ him, and my friends...

64. If you had to choose between a friend and someone you love, who would you choose?
~ Sometimes the most obvious questions with the most obvious answers are the ones that
really melt your brain. Get what i mean?

65. What are you doing right now?
~ Doing this freakin' long TAG.. it's soo obvious.. = =

66. Which primary school were you from?
~ Sjkc Chen Moh and Sjkc Yuk Chai.. love em'..

67. Name 3 colours that you like.
~ Purple, Black and anything tht is dark...

68. What emotions would you like to express?
~ = = / =(

69. What is life to you?
~ Life is like a box of chocolates to me. You'll never know what you'll get or end up with.

70. If you had something troubling you, what would you do?
~ I would think a lot, drown myself in my own sorrows and get over it. Meanwhile, the people
around me would suffer. I droan a lot, so i've heard (:

71. Who did you last chat on msn with?
~ Kai Sheng, asking what happened to me , why so emo...

72. Who do you admire most?
~ I hav no idea.. > <

73. In what month were you born in?
~ Imma January Baby Girl... xDD

74. How are you feeling now?
~ Emo? idk..

75. What time is it now?
~ 3.45 pm.. nice.. =)

76. What do you think of the person that tagged you?
~ She's sweet and kind..

77. What colour have you dyed your hair into?
~ Red.. =)

78. Why are you doing this quiz?
~ BECAUSE i had nothing better to do then.

79. What do you do when you're moody?
~ Think a super lot, ply the piano and sleep..

80. At what age do you wish to get married?
~ 25-28 maybe?

81. Who is the most important person to you in your life?
~ The one and only, god. (:

82. If today was your last day, what would you do?
~ I hav no idea..

83. Who is the person you trust the most?
~ My parents, and i always will =)

84. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
~ Yeah.. its pretty.. =)

85. If you had a dream come true, what would it be?
~ If i said it out here, it wouldn't come true now, would it?

86. What is your goal for this year?
~ I plan to be more cheery and less negative minded. OH YES, i wish to be more RAJIN.

87. Do you believe in love that lasts for eternity?
~ Haha, guess so.

88. What feeling do you love the most?
~ When i feel like everything has come my way and i'm unstoppable.. TeeHee..

89. Do you think the world is under global warming right now?
~ Uh YEAH. How else would you explain the weather that it is putting us through now?

90. What feeling do you hate the most?
~ Like i have nothing to look forward to or like someone has dissapointed me drastically.

91. Do you cherish every single relationship you have now?
~ YES!

92. Do you believe in God?
~ Everyday.

93. Who cares for you the most?
~ My BESTIES. They got my back, and i got theirs

94. What do you think is the most important thing you have now?
~ A family to come home to. Most definately.

95. What would you bring with you to a fight?
~ uhm... uh.. durian maybe? even though i hate em'

96. What have you done that you are still regretting in your life?
~ I don't remember any specific regrets. Oh well.

97. What would you feel like if no one would care for you anymore?
~ Like i could die on the spot.

98. What if you boyfriend/ girlfriend two-timmed you?
~ I would give you Hell AFTER HELL.

99. How do you feel now?
~ Like this quiz thing has been repeating this question!

100. (Where's question no.100?? Oh well... At last i've finished it..)

Why does life hurts

2009-06-05T20:41:00.002+08:00

Pain.
When you accidentally bite your tongue, its hard to see the "pain" as a good thing.
The same goes for a blister on your big toe.
You might ask, "Why do I need a big throbbing foot?"
But what if you felt no pain?
How often would you bite off bits of your tongue or burn your backside in the bath?
Physical pain is a perfect alarm system that prevents further damage.
It tells us, "You'd better change what you are doing!"
Guess what?

Emotional pain gives us the same kind of message.
If we are hurting a lot of the time , feeling resentful or jealous or angry, the emotional pain might be telling us, "You'd better change how you're thinking!"
Examples:

"Don't expect your friends to always agree with you."
"Don't depends on your friends to make you happy!" (Happiness starts from you)

"Forgive yourself. Forget your mistakes and MOVE ON."

With physical pain, a blister on your foot is a message to change your shoes.
With emotional pain, which feels like a blister on the brain, the message is usually to change your point of view.
When you see things differently, the pain often goes away.

In a nutshell
With physical pain, when we keep doing the same thing, it keeps hurting.
With emotional pain, when we keep doing the same thing, it keeps hurting.

Why do I need problems?
Most of the time, we don't act until we have a problem, or worse, a disaster!
Example:
Your mathematics results have been slipping.
You fail three tests in a row.
Your teacher tells you, "Fail one more time and you'll have to repeat the year."
Now you have a problem.
Suddenly you need a plan for mathematics.
So you get a friend to help you twice a week.
You do extra study.
Before long you are passing every test and you discover it is not that difficult!
Why?
Because you had a problem.

Here's how life goes.
We cruise along until a problem gets serious.
Eventually we do something about it.
Soon we are even better off than before the problem.
We learn from disasters than we do from success.
Disasters get our attention and we take action.

In a nutshell
Problems aren't necessarily bad.

the first day i spent without you here..

2009-06-04T15:03:00.003+08:00

I woke up this morning thinking of you..
I sat up and thought about our last goodbye..
and all i could do was sit there and cry..
Maybe someday you'll realize how much i care for you..
But until we meet what could be fate,
i'll just sit here thinking of you and wait..
I love you with all my heart..
I knew it from the very start..
I wish you could be here with me..
So you could only see..
See how much i love you..
And how much this is true..
But you are gone way too far..
Your up with the sun and the stars..
I will try not to cry..
So until i see you this is goodbye..

Do you know how much it hurts to see what chia win son told me? If you dunno wat he said, i'll show you.......